The only guy I hold hands with, without commitment. My gay friend has quickly became one of my good friends. I love him so much. Tonight, we made a special promise. We really want to go on a mission trip together. It was his idea. No doubt, he is not ready to go on the mission field with me…yet. He grew up in a Christian home, but he wondered from the Christian faith & well, gave into a lifestyle of sin. He knows that. He confessed to me how much he wants to live for God. So, this is my new prayer request. I hope one day we can make our promise a reality. Most importantly, I hope he one day does reach his goal to live a life whole-heartedly devoted to Christ.
Even if I get into an argument with my parents…Tonight, I got to share the gospel with my friend. 😁
One thing that has always frustrated me, is when the church, my family, my friends, etc. have thought that I am unhappy with my singleness. Honestly, I’m ok. Soooo…chill out. I don’t want to come off as a stuck up gal. I feel like, a lot of young girls now a days thrive off attention. They crave it from ANY guy. Yo, that isn’t me. If I want attention from the opposite sex, I got it. I just don’t seem to want it. Don’t get me wrong, I have a desire to get married…just as much as the next gal…BUT that doesn’t mean I’m going to chase after guys, run to them when I’m bored & seek attention, or just for “fun”. No ma’am. I’m trying to honor my king, my family, and my future husband.
In life. Like, not being able to finish my spiritual race & see Him face to face.